March 14th one month later

Wow it has been a long hard month for us all......

My dear sweet nephew Paul,  I can't imagine life without you in it....  I don't think it has really sunk in yet that you are gone...  I close my eyes and I can see that electric smile of yours just shining like the sun, and it warms my heart!  It is crazy to think I will never feel those oh so tight hugs you would give to all of us when we would see you.  I know you are here with each of us deep in our hearts and you will always be in our thoughts I just want to let you know I love you Christopher Paul Hammack and I will miss you ever so deeply....  I will see you again and and you better be looking for me I want the tightest hug ever because I will be looking for you to get it!  

Now on the bright side, Nyc may be moving in with me in May I think....... LOOKING forward to it!!!!!! 

WOW I love my family!!!!!

Have a great day! 

Janice

Hi Nyc and Jess,

Alot has been going on here,  I have had a cold for a while now but I hope it goes alway soon..... Also I met a really nice guy at Kicks of all places.....  He is 6'4" very fit shaved head green eyes nice smile and very much a gentleman  imagine that after all of the jerks that I have dated for sooooo long... I am going to take this real slow and see where it goes..  Amber got the job at carions which is good i guess i wish she would go to school and make something of herself....... she came home in tears yesterday because one of the managers is a jerk but like i told her there is at least one every where you work...  that is why they call it a job if it was supposed to be fun they would call it just that....FUN!  I don't get to talk to Trav much but I sure am proud of him.....  I pray everyday that good things come his way and now it looks as if it is working.... YEAHHHHH!  Nyc I am also so very proud of you thanks for calling your mother every day... Hearing from you every day makes my day start off in a wonderful way!  I am here for you always I love you baby boy!  Jess, I love you you are wonderful!!!!!  I love the person your are!!!!  I will always be here for you if you ever need anything!  I miss you both and can't wait to see ya'll

Love MOM

Currently Listening Sitting, Waiting, Wishing By Jack Johnson see related

NO MORE FROGS YUCKKKKKKKK

I have found out by experince that if you go on a blind date you need to be BLIND!   I should have been blind, deaf, and dumb to have a good time........ SOMEONE remind me why I stay at home!!!!!!!!! 

I think my prince charming is out there somewhere but WHERE???  I know they say you have to kiss alot of frogs to find a prince but YUCK if  I would have had to kiss this frogI think I would rather DIE!!!!!

Nyc, I love you and I am proud of you....... Remember the white shirt and blue jeans PLEASE!

Jess,  I love you too...... but NO tag..... I am not it!!!!!  I will not follow that thing because I have no one to tag back!!!!!

I can't wait to see ya'll this wensday!  Be careful on your drive home!

MOM / Janice

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